Have
you forgotten your promise that you would remain on that road of life no matter
what came your way? Have you forgotten the many years which you spent down on
your knees, strengthening your relationship with God?
The level of tolerance within me has finally
reached the brim of my limit, and, now the thick bile spews over, hiding that
cup of love which once believed it would remain forever. Four letters remove
themselves from plain knowledge and lodge themselves into my heart, embedded
within the delicate tissue like squirming leeches – H...U...R...T. They suck
energy from that organ of life within me, slowing each beat as time swims by.
And all of this is due to you, yourself, the pathogen, being blinded by that
black shadow of sin, which hangs like a veil over your eyes, leading you to
your downfall. You think you can see where you are going clearly, referring to
yourself as ‘cool’ and ‘right’, not knowing that even your idol sneers, and
laughs at your blindness to the truth. And yes, he is your idol, don’t you see?
You worship him every day with your veil over your eyes, which you allow to
grow ever darker with the passing of each day. There is now nothing left within
me but sorrow and shame for your gnarled, blinded soul, as you continue to
pursue evil stubbornly. Patience has completed her journey through life, and
lives no more. However, Faith remains with but a streak of life left, with Hope
encouraging and feeding her each morning at her bedside.
No
more words can find their way to the surface of my tongue except these: I GIVE
UP.
-- Bronwyn Dott, 2015
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